LOST CREATURE
This creature is lost and forlorn
It has lost the will to survive
But survive it must
Even without the dark one
It must go on
Life was full
Without the dark one's presence before
It can be again
But something has been lost
The dark one has taken something
From this creature
That was needed
Something most precious
The one thing needed to love again
This creature did not mean
To let that escape
Wasn't meant to be given so freely
Or taken
It left of it's own free will
It went where it longed to be
Where it felt it was home
But without it
The creature is lost
Without the dark one
The creature is lost
There is no hope
Unless the dark one is banished
He has to die
In the eyes and heart of this creature
In order for her to live
This creature is in limbo
What to do?
No one to save her
Such sorrow
Such pain
Such lonliness
This creature knows
The only one to save her
Is she
She must be rid of the dark one
To live and love again
He must be banished forever
She has to let go
Face his lies and deceitfulness
Make them thousandfold in her mind and soul
For she loved greatly
This dark one
Who without ever knowing
Reached out and stole her heart
And with her heart
Her soul
He holds this without knowledge
Of the precious gift that was bestowed on he
He cares not for this creature
As she cares for him
A love so great
It could withstand time itself
But this creature is dying inside
Without this love returned
As it was given
To survive, she has to kill him
She must destroy the dark one
She must be rid of him in mind and soul
He has taken too much
And given nothing in return
Except falseness
She must see his true form
Why he is called the dark one
He takes but does not give
He drains life's essence from the creature
Without thought
Until she is no more
Then she is tossed aside
An empty hollow shell
Still alive
But with no love left
To give or share
One must have these things
To survive
To live
This creature has to fight
She can't give up
He must not be allowed to win.
Her heart is not lost
Her soul is not lost
This creature is not lost
She will survive
WHAT?
What makes me want?
What am I looking for?
Forever searching
Forever wanting more
Am I that shallow?
That heartless?
That I am not satisfied
With what I have?
What is love?
Why is it I don't feel it
Like others?
Do I even know love?
Will I ever?
NO GUILT IN LOVING
Place your trust in me
Let yourself be who you use to be
I know you have love locked inside
Waiting to be released
Let your love be free with me
Share your heart
It's safe with me
And let's be happy for a moment in time
We have the ones we wed
Loving us and we loving them
But something is missing
In us we find it with each other
We are happier in our lives
Makes life at home tolerable
We don't want to leave our situations
Just add to it
And we do
The knowledge of us
Makes for a more loving relationship
Just open your heart to me
Don't be scared of showing me
What you don't with her
There is no guilt in loving
Your love for me won't change your love for her
Just add to it
It has added to my life
In ways that I can only thank you for
FREELY
Open your heart to me
Without fear
Let me love you
Freely
For I would never ask more of you
Except
To love me just as freely
Do not feel guilt
For loving another
Love is strong enough
To be felt for more than one
It was not meant
To be locked away in darkness
THE OTHER
The disappointment of being the other
In one's life
You have no rights
No right:
To love
To share
To explanations
To worry
To anger
To heartbreak
Why?
Because
You entered this relationship
With full knowledge of
No rights in being the other
But, still you do have those feelings
You hide them deep within
And cry internal tears
Being the other
Is worse than being with someone you no longer love.
HURTING
I see now
Nothing I do will change how you feel
Nor who you are
I have loved you
Been patient with your problem
But yet
I see no leeway on your part towards me
No emotion showed
Except of the wanting of sex
I don't want sex
I want love
In all it's facets
I can no longer accept what you give
You give nothing sustaining
All is empty
Leaves me hungry
And this last time
Left me hurting
LIFE CHEATED
Loneliness
Despair
Heartache
Fate
Destiny
Unfair
Dying soul
Heart bleeding
Torn apart
Pushed away
Hurt
Pain
The wanting
Aching
Need to let go
Crying inside
Hiding
Sorrow
Wanting to cry
But
Can't show world
The hurt
Facade
Smile
THIS CREATURE
Creature of desire
Locked in it's own passion
A solitary one
Whose wants are for the one
That's lost to it forever
Never seen
Never touched
Feelings so strong
Passions so deep
Given without thought
Left alone
A love lost
Love spoiled by another
Who was there all along
So empty inside
A hollow empty existence
Left to roam the darkness alone
Searching for reasons
Searching for answers
Yet finding none
This creature's heart bleeds
The scent of blood in the air
Filling the nostrils of predators
Lurking everywhere
Waiting to pounce
Knowing the passion of the creature
That lies beneath the pain
All wanting the passion
They never knew existed
What they never had
Not knowing that the passion this creature has
Cannot be given to any
It is for only one
The Dark One
That is in someone else's den
She moans in sorrow
She aches
She craves
She yearns
She loves
She mourns
She dies
Her tears fall no more
The creatures heart is turning cold
Love flows no more
Through a heart cold as steel
The creature turns to the one mated to
There was passion there once
A passion that burned hot as a fiery inferno
But embers are all that remains now
Still glowing in the night
Trying to erupt into what it once was
The creature wants this
And wants to forget The Dark One
But he comes to her in the night
While she slumbers
Partakes of her love
Of her soul
She wants not to awaken
For this is their domain
The place where he is hers
And she is his
Awake
She wants to forget his existence
But how can one forget
Being touched by your darker half
The Dark One
Without whom this creature
Does not exist.
NO HONOUR
You came in for the kill
Stole my heart
And my will
But my heart
Was not what you wanted
Another notch on your belt
One to to be hunted
You say you have honour
Won't damage my virtue
But what you showed was dishonour
To make me love you
You tossed me aside
For another was on your mind
Used your own reasons
To save your own hide
Turn it around To make it my fault
So you could say
You did not make me give you my heart
You are a dishonorable cad
The lowest, so small
I was such a fool
To have loved you at all
But you have not won
You have actually lost
My heart will go on
No matter the cost
I have seen real love
For such a small instance
For you showed that to me
When you made your entrance
But I have seen
What a man of honour can do
I'd rather a real man
Then one such as you
SAFE WORLD
Go back into yourself
Safer there
Away from reality
That has become
Much too harsh
To deal with
Safer in your own world
Away from the emotions
Not shared as yours
Come out only for the ones
Who love you
Love you for who you are
The children borne of your womb
Only they love you
As you love them
Come out only for them
But go back into yourself
In your own safe world
Where others are concerned
For there your heart
Will not be hurt
It will stay safe
Until someone deserving
Makes the outer world safe
And once again
Your heart will be free
To love again
Unafraid
THE UNCARING
Men
So unfeeling in the needs or wants of a woman
The only thing felt is what they want
All that is seen is a body for them to take
And take is all they do
No sharing of two souls
Just use
Then toss aside
On to the next
No thought as to the woman's feelings
She has a heart
A heart that feels deeply
And beats with all the passion of the soul
She is not cold or uncaring
She feels
She doesn't use others like men do
She cannot share of herself
Without having feelings for the other
She lets him know this
Before opening herself to him
He says he understands
And will not break her heart
But all are lies
For after he takes what is given freely
He turns his back on her
Proving once again
Man is ruthless in the conquest of woman
She feels so betrayed
So hurt
This wasn't asked for
Wasn't looked for
He came to her because of her laughter
Her joy of life
He seemed so sincere
So much a breath of fresh air to her
Never in so long
Has someone made her feel wanted
It made her feel even more alive
No strings attached
Except to love one another when together
But he had others
Wouldn't give them up
Callous
She sees this
Makes her feel so much like.........a nothing
Her fault
She knew
Expected this
But trusted
Now pain and hurt
Once again
Betrayed
Once again
So much pain and sorrow in this life
She wants no more
She has had enough
She asks , why?
Sha has hurt no one to be dealt such in life
There is no one to trust and love
Is she looking for too much?
Must she turn as they to be happy?
Turn into one of
The Uncaring ?
THROUGH DIFFERENT EYES
No longer am I looking at you
As through love filled eyes
Seeing what I wanted to see
Not seeing what others seen
But a dream as to what I needed
At first you were not wanted
You were noticed
But with no interest in wanting to know more
One day all changed
Don't know what exactly
Maybe it was my laughter you noticed
That made you talk to me
This was what you said
Something missing in your life
Maybe it was being noticed by you
Me being noticed by anyone
That was missing in my life
We talked
We laughed
We shared
And agreed
We were to be
But all changed
You are not what is missing in my life
Not what I want
You can give me nothing
Especially what is most needed
I want your heart
But how can I get
What is not there
I am looking at you
Through clear eyes
Eyes that see
The shallowness in you
The smile that does not reach your eyes
The hands that hold no tenderness in their touch
The heart that holds no love
So cold and ruthless
In your feelings
Caring only for yourself
Only in what you can get
Unconcerned with the feeelings of the other
Not caring about "me"
Not seeing the hurt in my eyes
The tears rolling down my face
The shakiness of my voice
As I speak through the pain
Making me grow cold inside
Once again
As I realize
what I am seeing before me
Not the loving and caring man
That I thought was there
But this cold hearted shallow shell
That calls himself a man
The words, "I love you"
Spilled from your lips
But not felt from the heart
I still smile when I see you
And snap back to reality as you near
My heart still aches for you
Because when I said, "I love you".
I meant it from my soul
When I love
I love deeply
And forever
You had that love
But I am yet
To have that love returned
I need love
And to be loved
But I need a love
That makes me love back
And feel the love returned
I see you through different eyes
Eyes of love
Yes
But eyes wide open
That are tired of crying
Over a love not given back
I see you now
Through different eyes
PREDATOR
Like a hunter
Smelling the scent
Went for the jugular
At the first hint
Knew what was needed
The right words to say
But all you really wanted
Was a nice lay
I was such a fool
The feelings were so strong
But knew in my heart
That something was wrong
All I could see
Was that shining bright star
The one wished upon every night
Up in the sky so far
For the scent of manly musk
Which makes my senses flare
That combines with mine
To make that one perfect pair
My loins throb
Wanting to be explored
Hungry for your touch
Wanting so much more
Ooh I am so wet
Dripping creamy white
Down my thighs so hot
I can no longer fight
You smelled victory
I had no will
With a satisfied grin
You went for the kill.
All poetry on this site is written and copywrited by Algeline M Billiot
Gollum's Song
